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Kiss me, it's beginning to snow..

Sun Dec 6, 2009, 3:01 PM


Redoing this because I need another vent. Bite me. C:

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say To People
1) YOU. I love you. I love you SO MUCH and god I wish I could tell you. I wish I could tell you that I'd never hurt you, that I'd care, that I'd ALWAYS be there, but I'm starting to think that maybe I shouldn't, and that hurts. Oh, well. At least you're still my bestest buddy. I'm thankful for that.
2) I love you, but you don't understand. You just don't understand.
3) You are AWESOME. Really. You're so funny and you cheer me up too fast. I wanna talk to you more. Srsly. You're pretty cool, Sister I've Always Wanted.
4) Yooou.. confuse me. You're EPICAMAZINGOMG but you confuse me. You DO know how can trust me, right..?
5) I've been treating you kinda badly and you don't deserve that. I'm sorry.
6) You make me angry and make me smile all in one day. I can't decide if I want to rip your spinal cord out and make a necklace or if I want to hug you. Maybe both.
7) You.. You're so LUCKY and yet you.. GOD. I have the DEEPEST respect for you, but please realize you do not have it that bad.
8) Why won't you talk to me?
9) Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I never met you. It scares me. Thanks for being there. I miss you.
10) Sometimes I think you're the only person who would really understand me. Why can't I live with you?

It's odd. Only two people in there do I know IRL.

Now that that's done with.
It snowed yesterday. I love the snow. It's preeeetty and it makes me happy, yet.. lonely? I blame RENT for that one.
Christmas bells are riiiinging and they are infecting me with their overrated, commercialized goodness. Can it be Christmas already?
I'm procrastinating on an essay AND my math homework. Someone tell me to start it or I probably never will.
It's strange. I'm losing my motivation to do not only THAT, but.. lots of other things. It's even WEIRDER that it reflects in my drawing style. I'm not the best, but I'm not the worst, but it seems the lower I get into a slump, the worse my style gets. I can't even draw a proper eye.
Oh, well. It won't last. It's the Holidays afterall, and those always manage to cheer me up. And make me disgustingly lazy.



Changing up the buddy thing. It looks too big IMO.

Epicbuddy. ~Demyx--XII
RANDOMBUDDY. ~Rosellia-chan
Canadianbuddy. ~Ichi-Ken
STINKYBUDDY. ~TheImmortalDuelist
NIYO NIYO NIYO *o0hotaru-chan0o
Smartbuddy. ~Morkalen
Pervbuddy. ~Silver-Teh-Fuzzie
Dorkbuddy. ~BlitzTactics
Germancestbuddy. ~fdsasd
AWESOMEBUDDIESWHOINEEDTOTALKMOREGEEZE :heart: ~AramiLynn~TheWitchAngel~xFruitxBasketx

Clubs. ~HarveyJoker ~ZIM-Lovers ~Germancest-club

I should change that up every now and then.

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  • Mood: Christmas Spirited
  • Listening to: Keyboard clacking.
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: My hands move.
  • Playing: The world's tiniest violin.
  • Eating: Starving.
  • Drinking: Starving.

KH meme! :D

Mon Nov 30, 2009, 10:25 AM
Stole a KH meme from :iconmorkalen:

~Random~

How much do you love Kingdom Hearts?
A LOT. xD It was my first actual OBSESSION and what sorta introduced me to the dorkwads I call my best friends today.

I'm looking at you, JWs. :|

Do you own the games?
Nnnno. ;A; I beat KH2 NUMEROUS times and I know what I need to know about the rest, but I need the munnies to get the rest.

Do you own the manga?
YES >D

Have you beaten KH1?
No. ;A;

Have you beaten KH2?
Countless times. :I

Have you beaten CoM?
Nope.

~Top 5~

One
Demyx

Two
Zexion

Three
Saix

Four
Luxord

Five
NAMINE. :heart:

~More Random~

Do you hate Kairi?
Beeeh.. I USED to, but she's actually kinda cute.

Do you hate Sora?
Yes. :D

Favorite pairing?
Zemyx. Far too many reasons. :heart:

What pairing do you DESPISE?
I don't... really.. DESPISE a pairing, but I LexZex will never fail to make me go WTFFFF. And.. o-others..

~Any Opinions?~

Sora?
SATAN. ...okay, not that bad, but I still don't like him. He's too cheerful. And he was heartless enough to kill something as cuddly looking as Demyx. Freak.

Riku?
ipersonallylovehim

Kairi?
Surprisingly cute, even if her keyblade is annoying.

Roxas?
Roxas is hanging on a very thin line. He's.. UUUUGH but so cuddly looking

Namine?
Adorable. I LOVE her. ;A;

Xemnas?
Has a sexy voice.

Xigbar?
Would make an awesome uncle.

Xaldin?
Would be fun to cook with.

Vexen?
I love him to little bitty bits and pieces. SCIENCE.

Lexaeus?
I want a Lexpiggybackride.

Zexion?
Smarter than you.

Saix?
e-eeeeee.

Axel?
BEEEHbgf... he's okay.

Demyx?
MY WIDDLE BOY. :heart: Reminds me too much of myself and looks fun to shop with.

Luxord?
....
:heart:

Marluxia?
He sorta bugs me. I like him a liiiittle, but.. eeehn.

Larxene?
I like heeeer 8D

Donald?
HEAL EVERYONE BUT SORA WHY DON'T YOU YOU BASTARD I HATE Y--

Goofy?
He's cool. :D

King Mickey?
Annoying voice, but mandatory love because he's Mickey.

DiZ?
He has a nice voice.

Maleficent?
Reminds me of Richard from LFG.

Hayner?
ANNOYING

Pence?
I love Pence so muuuuch >A<

Olette?
CUTE.

Leon?
iwannapokeethescar

Cid?
I. LOVE. CID.

Aeris?
Aerisssss. :heart:

Who did I forget?
A lot.

~Pairage Plz?~

Sora/Riku?
No.

Sora/Kairi?
Beeeeheheno

Riku/Kairi?
No.

Sora/Roxas?
Isn't that masturbation?

Roxas/Namine?
Yessss.

Axel/Roxas?
NO.

Vexen/Axel?
......eeeeehn... I don't knoooow..

Axel/Demyx?
No. :c

Xigbar/Demyx?
it'skindacuteandi'masuckerforit

Vexen/Xemnas?
Nooooo.

Marluxia/Larxene?
VexLarx, bitch.

If not these, what others?
Zemyx and AkuNami.

~Which?~

Sora or Riku?
Riku.

Sora or Roxas?
Roxas.

Kairi or Namine?
Nami.

Axel or Demyx?
DEM. :heart:

Vexen or Xaldin?
Vexennnn.

Xigbar or Xemnas?
Xiggy. :B

Favorite Organization XIII Member?
Tiiiie between Zexion and Demyx.

Traverse Town or Twilight Town?
Twilight Town.

Who's keyblade is best?
Smashing Pumpkins aifuhweiufhdfk. fuckkingdomkey.

Do you wish you had KH2: Final Mix?
YES. :c

Buddy_ :icondemyx--xii:
Randombuddy_ :iconrosellia-chan:
Extremelyrandombuddy_ :iconichi-ken:

JWs_

:icontheimmortalduelist::icono0hotaru-chan0o::iconmorkalen::iconsilver-teh-fuzzie::iconxqueenmab::iconblitztactics:
:iconaramilynn::iconthewitchangel::iconfdsasd::iconxfruitxbasketx:

Clubs_ :iconharveyjoker: :iconzim-lovers: :icongermancest-club:

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  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: TV
  • Reading: 'Precious'. This book is SAD.
  • Watching: Anthony Bourdain in Iceland.
  • Playing: Nuffing.
  • Eating: Nothing. @_@
  • Drinking: Nothing. @_@

VALLEY GIRL SANTA LIKE TOTALLY

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 28, 2009, 5:03 PM
NEW JOURNAL SKIN god I am going crazy.


I'll miss these wonderful freeskins, I will.. D8

SO Thanksgiving was barely noticed and hospitals give me the creeps. A Becca does NOT belong in one for.. six.. hours.. at.. a time.. OTL
BUT ANYWAYS everything's cool now and I'm back hooome! :heart: GOD I hate going to places where I can't get online. I feel so.. lonely.
KRISUMASU is creeping up on me and I
Am
So
EXCITED
I'm already getting presents for peeps and and ohmygod I can't wait to send them out and and EEEEEE I LOVE THIS HOLIDAY.
Forget Jesus, I'm in it for the sharing and the love and the happyfeelings and thethethepresents.. <A<

...YEAH about the title. Santa is sitting on my couch. We're screaming to each other across the house. In valley girl.

Since when was Santa Polish? /LAME JOKE.

And according to my delirious-and-morphine'd Grandmama, apparently my new name is ' Pussernoomuns'.


I don't know either.


I'm slightly worried.


QUESTION(S) OF THE WEEK_
1) ARE YOU EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS LIKE BECCA IS? :D :D :D ifyoudon'tcelebratechristmas.. what ARE you excited for?
2) What do you WANT for Christmasorotherholiday?
3) :icontheimmortalduelist: still smells like moldy socks, y/y?


Buddy_ :icondemyx--xii:
Randombuddy_ :iconrosellia-chan:
Extremelyrandombuddy_ :iconichi-ken:

JWs_

:icontheimmortalduelist::icono0hotaru-chan0o::iconmorkalen::iconsilver-teh-fuzzie::iconxqueenmab::iconblitztactics:
:iconaramilynn::iconthewitchangel::iconfdsasd::iconxfruitxbasketx:

Clubs_ :iconharveyjoker: :iconzim-lovers: :icongermancest-club:

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  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: OWL CITY.
  • Reading: 'Precious'. This book is SAD.
  • Watching: Hetalia.
  • Playing: Nuffing.
  • Eating: Nothing. @_@
  • Drinking: Nothing. @_@
Skin by *roseannepage

Ohmygodohmygodohmygod

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 10, 2009, 6:32 PM


I have no idea. I really just wanted to try this out.
Uhm.
Uhm.
Uhm.



I feel like finishing something. So.
HERE WE GO AGAIN.
Give me something to draw, and this time I P R O M I S E I'll draw it.
I mean it.
I'll get it done, even if it kills me.

...pls? D8

God, Skins make me feel so COOL.
I'd get a Sub if I was worth it. :U

OTHER THAN THAAAAAAT..

High school isn't half as hard as the teachers made it out to be last year. I mean wtf. It's EASY compared to the hell they made it out to be.
I sense scare tactics.

QUESTION OF THE WEEK_
:icontheimmortalduelist: smells like moldy socks, y/y?


Buddy_ :icondemyx--xii:
Randombuddy_ :iconrosellia-chan:
Extremelyrandombuddy_ :iconichi-ken:

JWs_

:icontheimmortalduelist::icono0hotaru-chan0o::iconmorkalen::iconsilver-teh-fuzzie::iconxqueenmab::iconblitztactics:
:iconaramilynn::iconthewitchangel::iconfdsasd::iconxfruitxbasketx:

Clubs_ :iconharveyjoker: :iconzim-lovers: :icongermancest-club:

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  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: 'Excuse Me, I Am Sorry' - APH
  • Reading: Nothing, how odd. o_o;;
  • Watching: Hetalia.
  • Playing: Nuffing.
  • Eating: Nothing. @_@
  • Drinking: Nothing. @_@
Skin by ~GoGoGodzirra

Gooood I am a dork. orz

Mon Nov 9, 2009, 3:05 PM
  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: 'Spaceman' - The Killers
  • Reading: THE BOOK THIEF. ;A;
  • Watching: Hetalia.
  • Playing: Nuffing.
  • Eating: Nothing. @_@
  • Drinking: Nothing. @_@


[ ] You own at least one pair of cat ears

[x] You quietly fangirl in History class.

[x] You actually understood the statement above.

[ ] During long tests or final exams, you replace the random awkward names with anime characters.

[ ] You could be completely out of cosplay, but people still call out to you as the cosplay they originally met you in.

[ ] (And you actually respond to it.)

[ ] Would change your name to an anime character if you could.

[x] You've fallen so non-existantly love with an anime character, to the point were its a little odd to discuss with outsiders.

[x] You would eat catfood to be in an anime for a day.

[x] You would shave your head to bring to life 5 anime characters of your choice.

[ ] You talk in a high voice.

[x] You know how to use chopsticks

[x] You have over 50 Manga

[ ] You have over 50 DVDs

[ ] You have over 50 figures

[ ] You have over 50 posters

[ ] You own an anime-related backpack

[x] You've been called an anime freak.

[x] You know the FULL and TRUE definition of "moe"

[x] You know there is a large difference between a "Loli" and a "Lolita".

[x] You run out of space on your computer because the hard drive is taken up by hundreds of anime

[ ] You know your favourite characters' blood types.

[x] You name random objects after an anime character

[x] You name pets after anime characters (Only by accident orz)

[ ] You named/plan to name your children after an anime character.

[x] You can't imagine how your life would be WITHOUT anime.

[ ] You find it awkward to talk to people who don't like anime, or at least don't tolerate it.

[x] You feel a warm fuzzy feeling inside when you see someone wearing an anime shirt.

[x] You can't go a day without talking about anime

[x] You can't go a day without THINKING about anime

[x] You wonder if your future/current children will think you were/are a freak, when they look at your cosplay pictures.

[ ] You take a picture of your fave anime character to a hair styler and ask them if they can make your hair like that.

[x] You try learning how to play your favorite anime song on piano or any instrument. (Karyn taught me L's theme. xD)

[x] You and your friends frequently discuss how random people nearby resemble an anime character

[x] The people you draw seem to always appear "anime style" because you have practiced too much at drawing your fave anime characters.

[ ] You can't really draw in any other way, out of habit and practice.

[x] You think adults who like anime are cool.

[x] You think that you will still like anime even when you are an adult or forever! (As far as I know. xD It's fun.)

[ ] You cosplay based on looking like, or acting like an anime character.

[ ] You get upset when you see a person who looks like anime character, but doesn't like anime, like they were a waste of a good physical quality.

[x] You cry when people die in an anime.

[x] You cry or get very upset when an anime ends. (Sooooometimes.)

[x] You can recognize bad translations, by understanding a sentence or two.

[x] You severely punish your friends for mispronouncing Japanese words because you figure they should just be common knowledge. (A few buddies can't pronounce 'manga' right and see that bugs me reallyreallyreallybad because I'm just a grammar/pronunciation Nazi in general andandand rtyewrtirijfds)

[x] You sigh and wonder if it's worth explaining when people ask you who you are supposed to be on Halloween.


Buddy_ :icondemyx--xii:
Randombuddy_ :iconrosellia-chan:
Extremelyrandombuddy_ :iconichi-ken:

JWs_

:icontheimmortalduelist::icono0hotaru-chan0o::iconmorkalen::iconsilver-teh-fuzzie::iconxqueenmab::iconblitztactics:
:iconaramilynn::iconthewitchangel::iconfdsasd::iconxfruitxbasketx:

Clubs_ :iconharveyjoker: :iconzim-lovers: :icongermancest-club:

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